waiting.

It's January 25. I keep waking up each morning expecting to feel 'different'. Then quickly become disappointed when I realize I don't. I feel exactly the same. Which I guess is a good thing? I've been keeping busy but then remember that I would much rather be kept busy taking care of our new little baby. That's what I'd like to be doing. Oh well. Soon enough, right? The only significant change I notice is that she is low in my belly and making it really difficult to walk these days. I understand now why pregnant women walk the way they do. They have a head and a spinal column in there. Yikes.

Here are a few things that are keeping me occupied:

+ thinking/planning a weekend trip to PEI this summer with M's family. Baby girl will be 6 months old and her 3 and a half year old cousin has already offered to teach her how to use the toilet! Envisioning pictures of the 2 of them at the beach together makes me mushy inside.

+ banana/chocolate chip muffins. I've been making them (and eating them) by the dozen!

+ getting her diaper bag ready to go and putting her carseat at the front door. Both of these tasks resulting in me crying? Things are definitely happening with my hormones.

+ this website, where I came across these diagrams (and funny descriptions)  of co-sleeping. I think my favourite is 'the stalker'

http://www.howtobeadad.com/

Happy Wednesday! Hopefully me blogging this morning will ease the mind of my mother, mother-in-law, aunts, friends away and everyone else that is panicked/excited assuming that I'm going into labour right now. Apparently my lack of activity on Facebook and/or blogging is a sure sign to those that are away that it's happening. Sorry guys! Trust me, you'll know! I can feel your love & thoughts though, thank you.